I was bored at work even there is a computer to use. Hahas. Was at work now but Doctor
was at KK Hospital this noon so I was left sitting infront of the computer. Didn't update my
blog for sometime.
I miss her, so much! Mun Mun, how are you? Your son Mako looked like you in some way
and it always remind me of you when I hug him and kiss him. I know no one can ever replace
you in my heart but somehow I just wish he can be like you, so clever, so special to me! This
coming Saturday will be the 7th weeks you left me, seem so fast yet the pain is still
same as before! Now finally I understand the pain of losing your love one and the
pain is unbearable! I'm hoping to dream of you but never did I! Mun Mun, RIP!
Been working for about a week and it's starting to tired me! I work more than 12hours
a day but when pay day, I will be a rich girl and can get what I wanna get =0 I been
skipping my mahjong gathering with Cuppie Ling and dun really have time for my family
and bf! Maybe being so busy can really knock me to bed early daily!! I sleep at 1am plus
and have to wake at 6.30am and result in getting really bad panda eyes. HELP!! I needed
to go on a holiday to throw all my sadness there and return as a happy girl like before but
when tha can I do it? I still have to wait after my 3months probation =( This is sad ya?
And I really got so many things to get. Haven got my pay yet already start spending money =)
And I got a new list of things to get!! I hope Cai Shen Ye can drop a pot of gold to me than I
dun have to work so hard already^^ [DayDreaming] I bump into my primary school hockey
coach yesterday and I really felt like going back to play floor ball. I shall arrange and go back
soon if not I really gonna become a fat girl liao ^^
I felt human being is really so fake and hard to understand! They can be so good to you yet
was a devil behind your bad! I felt disappointed! Is it really so hard to say the true? Just
don't treat me like a stupid-dump-ass-idiot! Well, and if to lie, think of a better thing to say!
( Dun wanna get into detail over what had happened and you shall know who you are! ) I dun
need you to survives and I am living even better without you! And if you think you
are that great, maybe someone less is better for you to fool with, not me!!