.~* promise me eternity sweetness *~.

2009-11-12T03:55:00.000+08:00

I ain't soulless, I have feelings too
If you don't realise, I don't have to realise too

Won't you, take me by the hand, take me somewhere new

2009-08-11T12:08:00.000+08:00

I will never update my blog again! Those unhappy memory shall stay behind!!

Kukup Chalet

2009-04-20T09:17:00.023+08:00

I was back from my short holiday from Malaysia, Kukup Chalet =) Short (2D1N) and nice trip^^

Went there with Bb and familys. First time oversea with Bb and I really enjoyed so much =)

Over at Kukup, life is not the same like Singapore! There are more like 'Kampong' type.

Living on the sea, fisherman everywhere.

And, 1 thing for sure is that you will never have to worry about getting hungry =)

They cooked for us almost every hour! I mean real!

We reached around 1pm plus ,so we went to view our room,unpack our stuffs and start talking.

2pm, They bought us for lunch at a restaurant.

And there was fish, prawns, crabs, vegetable, tofu, and few more dishes.

I guess this is good enough to us =)

After lunch, we went around to shop and headed back to our chalet.

4pm, the owner cooked Green Bean Soup, Fried Prawn, BeeHoon & Curry Chicken for us =)

They must had tot that we are a heavy eater.

We started our Mj session, KTV and movie soon after eating =)

The weather is abit hot over there but after bathes, you will feel so 'Shiok'. Lols.

Everyone finish bathing will sure say 'Shiok ar'.

Every corner you looked out, you can see 'Da Bian'!

Cause everytime you shit, it will just go right to the sea =(

so was like you eat, you shit, you eat! Lols.

And they got all type of movie like 'Marley and Me', 'Sniper' and many new movie too.

We will be having BBQ food for dinner. Dinner started aroung 7pm plus^^

Ann & Sister was really drinking and playing while waiting for the food to be server to us =)

The foods was damn yummy (Drool) and you can eat all you want,

they never complain about how much you gonna eat.

We had string ray, sotong, prawn, chicken wing, fruits and more for dinner =p

Every meal there was Lalalas~

When you are enjoyed your food, you can enjoy the firework there.

Very nice and beauiful.

We got ourself a 'small bumble bee' and it just go any direction! hurhur~

And we decided to buy firework since it's was our first time.

Guess I typed too much!

I shall uploads all the photo and video and let them do the talking ya?

Day 1

Just arrived

Photo taking time

FireWork by us

Day 2

Hong Shu Lin

Memorise!

2009-04-14T10:59:00.005+08:00

My heart still tear for your dismiss!

I remembered every single movement of yours when you listen to every single words i said!

I remembered the very first time when I complained to you with tears rolling down my face, you just listen and lick away tear that roll down!

I remembered the first time I beat you, you cried so was I.

I remembered so many so many about you!

I just miss you so much!

I am learning to be strong everyday! I am trying!

You will always be my dearest girl, MunMun!!

2009-04-04T00:49:00.004+08:00

Every moment spended with you just went round and round inside my mind!

I miss you, my pretty, lovely MunMun!!

2nd day of work at Orthopaedics clinic.

2009-04-02T15:44:00.006+08:00

I was bored at work even there is a computer to use. Hahas. Was at work now but Doctor

was at KK Hospital this noon so I was left sitting infront of the computer. Didn't update my

blog for sometime.

I miss her, so much! Mun Mun, how are you? Your son Mako looked like you in some way

and it always remind me of you when I hug him and kiss him. I know no one can ever replace

you in my heart but somehow I just wish he can be like you, so clever, so special to me! This

coming Saturday will be the 7th weeks you left me, seem so fast yet the pain is still

same as before! Now finally I understand the pain of losing your love one and the

pain is unbearable! I'm hoping to dream of you but never did I! Mun Mun, RIP!

Been working for about a week and it's starting to tired me! I work more than 12hours

a day but when pay day, I will be a rich girl and can get what I wanna get =0 I been

skipping my mahjong gathering with Cuppie Ling and dun really have time for my family

and bf! Maybe being so busy can really knock me to bed early daily!! I sleep at 1am plus

and have to wake at 6.30am and result in getting really bad panda eyes. HELP!! I needed

to go on a holiday to throw all my sadness there and return as a happy girl like before but

when tha can I do it? I still have to wait after my 3months probation =( This is sad ya?

And I really got so many things to get. Haven got my pay yet already start spending money =)

And I got a new list of things to get!! I hope Cai Shen Ye can drop a pot of gold to me than I

dun have to work so hard already^^ [DayDreaming] I bump into my primary school hockey

coach yesterday and I really felt like going back to play floor ball. I shall arrange and go back

soon if not I really gonna become a fat girl liao ^^

I felt human being is really so fake and hard to understand! They can be so good to you yet

was a devil behind your bad! I felt disappointed! Is it really so hard to say the true? Just

don't treat me like a stupid-dump-ass-idiot! Well, and if to lie, think of a better thing to say!

( Dun wanna get into detail over what had happened and you shall know who you are! ) I dun

need you to survives and I am living even better without you! And if you think you

are that great, maybe someone less is better for you to fool with, not me!!

2009-03-19T20:36:00.007+08:00

Hur hur~ changed a couple phone with Bb. It's Nokia E63 red! It look really great to

me and hopefully this phone wont give me any problem.

I been working for 4days! It was not those type I was thinking about cause this clinic was

really BUSY!! Imagine 70 patients just in the morning itself but afternoon is more relaxing.

They told me Saturday will be the worse so I have to prepare myself for this coming Saturday!!

Met a really crazy patient this morning. Dr is on urgent leave and we called him but no answer

and guess what? He wanna a apology letter from us, to compensate his half day leave and want

the staffs to be sack just because we didn't call him but actually we did!! Well, different kind of

people around the world but this was really funny enought! I mean he was already a father yet

behave like a stupid young kid! Lols. I wish tomorrow will be a better day ^^

Friday, the 13th!!

2009-03-14T02:34:00.005+08:00

As all people know, Friday the 13th was not a good day but to me, it was just a way you chose

to believe in thing! I am damn happy today cause starting from Monday, I will no longer be a

slacker!!Lols. I been jobless since last year and finally I will be back to Clinic Assistant again!

Hurray! Job are really hard to find nowaday and I really hope this will be a good one =)

It's located at Thomson Medical, which mean I got direct bus from my house there =)

Oh ya, I should really consider myself lucky as I really got lovely boyfriend, familys and

friends around me. Never felt so happy before until today when I really feel the love from them.

(Thanks for being there for me!)

I got myself a phone, LG renoir KC910I

and I shall really stick to this phone. Well, life is really great with lovely people around!

Cherish them, Love them like you never love before and they will love you back the way

you love them! I dunno what I am typing here! LOLS. anyway, I shall update more soon!!

GOOD NIGHT!!

Happy 20Months Anniversary

2009-03-11T23:07:00.001+08:00

Went to Bugis to meet up with Ann mummy, Da Yi and Ah Ma once we wake up =) We went there to pray and Bb n me headed down to Haji Lane for our lunch ^^

Saw this 2 art pieces done on the wall, nice right?

Walk around to find a place for lunch and we chose Mosc Cafe

The Iced Honey lemon is great^^ and we had the same food in different name!

Went back to Bugis and accompany Ann mummy they all shop shop while waiting for time to
pass so we can go back for Shisha (Our 1st try)

Went to Arab Street this time round cause we wanted to go to the rooftop cafe instead.
The view there is nice and it was relaxing too^^

Our first try

Well well, I believe Shisha just not for me cause I felt giddy after trying it =(

But I will still be back for the food there! It was yummy (Drool).

Happy 20months to Bb Love!!

Endless Night!!

2009-03-07T03:54:00.004+08:00

I really don't know what is wrong with me?? I'm having problem getting to sleep again! I guess I need to get some advice from Dr Chia about this!! I tot this problem has long stopped but who know out of a sudden, It came back again! I can sleep less than 5hr a day and Yes, I got super panda eyes now o.O

Life was not that prefect recently! I tot I could move on but thing ain't going the way I wanted!

I found myself a part time job! With short working hours but everyday work lo.

Well, Complaint won't stop! Lalalas~

I can't wait for Monday cause I will be learning Basic Grooming from my friends =)

(At least something I am interested in)

Good Night To ALL!!

I miss you, so much!!

2009-03-01T03:27:00.003+08:00

Mun Mun, It had been 2 weeks since you left Jie Jie!

There is never a day passed without you on my mind! Tears roll down when ever I think of you.

Just now Jie Jie pass by the place where you was last seem.
The very last place you was at before you headed to heaven!
I'm hoping to see you but Jie Jie believe you had already went by 'wang po qiao' and already reborn as a human.

2weeks, to other might be short but it never easy for me!

I miss you so much, so much!!

GoodBye my lovely MunMun!!

2009-02-15T22:34:00.000+08:00

Lying on the little red box was your little body! I was hoping that it was not you! Someone will call me and say you was with them but when I bath came out, Kor Kor break this new to me! MunMun is dead! My Yang Yang Baby, why do you leave me like this? I know you are a good girl and Jie Jie promised to visit you every week! I cant take it! I cried myself to sleep and once I wake up, I cried too! I blame myself for being you out yesterday if not, you wont run away this noon! My poor girl!

Sony Ericsson

2009-02-13T20:34:00.002+08:00

I got a phone new phone, Sony Ericsson T700 ^^ It is pink in colour but somehow, it looked like purple^^ Hurhur~ I missed my girl (Ling). She is on her Thailand trip and will only be back on Sunday =( Empty room with no one playing with cookie!! Sorry cookie monster!! Wasn't there to accompany you but I know u missed Ling as much as I do ya? Till today, am still looking for job! Went for Interview today at Mount Elizabeth. One of my friend recommence me there^^ Aunty Rose was the one who attend to me and heard from my friend, mostly they will take me^^ Lalalas~ If really, than I really got to treat my friend to yummy on my first pay^^ I cooked today!! Lalalas~ Taste still okay but a bit overcooked! First try! Will taste better the next time ya? And now, I smell yuck!! Shall go wash up^^ Update soon! Enjoy!!

The painful last goodbye!!

2009-02-08T20:15:00.002+08:00

I never felt like this before!! I cried my heart out when I handed you to Jarvis Kor Kor!! I know you never notice the tear rolling down when I closed the door!! I look at you from the window, you looked scare? Or are you looking for me? I never have the courage to bring you down that day cause I know I will never let you go but Mun Mun, this is the best Jie Jie can give you! I'm sorry that I can't give you the perfect home as promised but Jie Jie had found you a new home and new friends!! I hope you won't be angry with me, Jie Jie really got no choice! Nobody understand the pain in my heart when I saw you boarding the car! I feel like bringing you back but I believe them can give you a better life! You can run around freely and you has friends to bring you down for walk everyday! Don't worries Mun Mun!! You will always be the dearest Baby to me! Everythings I will remember in my heart, I won't forget it! Jie Jie love you! And this love will last forever!! Hugs!!

I am feeling terrible right now even though it had already been 3days! I still miss you so much! I won't be updating my blog till I really feel better! Nights!

>,"<

2009-02-01T01:08:00.002+08:00

I was kind of stress! tomorrow will be my 22 birthday and also, my 1st day of work! I guess I was still in my holiday mood and am not ready for work yet! I been jobless for nearly 2months and all this while, I been hoping so much to start work but now, I just don't know why? Was it because it's my birthday? I don't think so! But still, I will drag myself to work ^^ In order to get the things I want. Lalalas~ I wish this year will be a good year and really hope this will be a great job for me =)

Bb love!!

2009-01-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

Photos of Bb n me. Getting ready to go out^^

Went over to Bb grandparent house for dinner. Actually going to Bb mummy de lady boss house but last mins, she say she's going out so me n Bb decided to go to town to watch movie =) reached town around 7.30pm so we went to play pool. We suddenly decide to go Holland Village for a drink and eat^^ Lalalas~ Went to Breko again =) (usual hangout place)

Chinese New Year Day 2

2009-01-27T23:52:00.000+08:00

2nd day of Chinese New Year

Ride to Ang Mo Kio to meet up with mummy & family to visit my grandma & relatives. As usual, went over to my 3rd aunt house after all my relatives reached my grandma house. 3rd Uncle cooked alot of foods and it was really yummy lo. After eating, we played so cards and my 3rd uncle teach us a new mahjong games, 16 tiles. And it was really fun lo. Hurhur~ And I gonna teach my Bb to play it! Bb came over at 9pm plus and we headed home at 10pm plus =) Sended mummy home and I came back with Bb.

P.S. I miss times with mummy around!!!

Happy Chinese New Year ^^

2009-01-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all!!

First day of Chinese New Year 26 January 2009

Wake up at 10am plus. Headed down to Teban Garden Temple to pray with Bb & family.

After pray, went to Bb grandparent house to eat and gamble ^^ Went over to Bb Da Yi house and guess what? I saw Stella! I was shock lo. Hahas. Such a small world! Chat awhile with them and headed down to Verde Grove ( Gu Gu house ) to meet up with mummy and family.

Some photos taken at Gu Gu place. The dogs is cute lo =)

I went to DragonFly at night with Bb & relative. They are CRAZY!! we total ordered 4 Hennessy and 1 Martell [hurhur~] but we don't have to pay for it! I enjoyed this New Year in a very special way!!

Cuppie gahering^^

2009-01-21T10:06:00.002+08:00

Meeting up with cuppies this evening for dinner at Taste of Thai ^^

Follow by movie 'Love Matter' .

It was year since I last saw Cuppie JoJo ( I last saw her was 2008 ^^ ).

Everyone was busy with our own thingy but am still glad that I will be seeing her tonight!

I felt happy about this gathering and looking forward to hug them ^^ [Lols]

Shall take loads of photo today and upload it soon!

amber 21

2009-01-18T01:52:00.001+08:00

Happy Anniversary

2009-01-11T23:27:00.003+08:00

Happy 1year 6months Anniversary to Bb love^^

Headed down to Bugis with Bb & Family^^ Going to get some New Year Clothes. It was so pack! Everyone was like doing last min shopping ya? Got myself a dress^^ Daddy buy it for me.

[Thanks Daddy]

Photo taken in Intercontinental Hotel

Headed down to Jurong Point after Bugis. Bb & me^^

After shopping, We went to Beer Garden for dinner^^ It was super yummy lo [Drool]

And this is how the Root Beer looked like [First time i saw it -_-"']

DA DAN!! My New Year Clothes [Thanks Daddy]

I dunno where I took this photo from but this looked really yummy! And I wish I can have all^^

And some past photo of me & Bb

Tampines + E Hub

2009-01-10T23:25:00.001+08:00

This is what i get for my lunch!! Hello Kitty Fried Egg^^ First time alright!!

Was going back to Street 23 to see the Elephant God! But the queue is so damn long so we headed down to E Hub to pass time^^

Had our supper at SuperDog, my favourite Chilli Fries. [Drool]. Bb friends came over to look for us at E Hub too. We slack awhile and headed back to Street 23. Guess what? We actually miss out turn and we was the last to be seem lo! But luckily, we still make it back to be the last one^^ Lalalas~ I has to go home to put something so Bb sended me home and we went to A & Z for Chong Pang Nasi Lemak. Me and HongLing get ourself a twiser fries and we went down to Yishun Dam to chill^^ Reached home at 5am plus lo! What a tired and enjoyable day^^

LAST MIN!!

2009-01-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday and we was bored at home so last min, we decided to go down to Cine to play Nitendo WII but we have to wait for 1Hr lo =( Went to catch doll doll^^ Guess what? I spend $8 and bring this cute little monkey home^^

And I just love to play Table Soccer

Meet up with Yuanfeng, his sister & Kevin. What a day! YuanFeng Tyre got pock on Expressway and he got to change it himself before meeting us. Went over to Kopitam to eat our supper but that's not all! We head down to Little India there for Beancurd & You Tiao^^ Lalalas~ And I found a new good friend, HongLing[YuanFeng Sister]. She 'ON' me for every supper^^ [Hurhur~]

Random post

2009-01-05T11:00:00.005+08:00

31 December 2008

Went to Tanglin Shopping Center to start my training at Psychiatric Clinic and the Dr is having menopause!! Everything seem alright in the morning but i was told it will be a half day and I will not be paid during training lo. Last min, She want me to stay full day lo. [Hell man] so I start giving excuss and guess what this Dr say?? "I didn't told you it will be a half day, anyway, I can't remember what I had told you." I was like "What the f*ck?" She ask me to start work on 2 Jan'09 before hang up the call but send me a msg say i'm not suitable for this job!! Well, I guess the Dr should consult herself for this problem! I think this is really serious!! She need to have her mood controlled!!! Meet up with Bb & Feng for lunch @ lucky plaza^^ I feel really giddy after my lunch so we fast fast took a train back. Reached Lakeside MRT, I rush to toilet and guess what? I vomitted =( I had steamboat with Bb, Family & Co. but I was not feeling well =( I vomitted 5times lo. Feeling real 'shitto' I had steamboat with Bb family & Co. and I played MJ till morning 5am plus^^ Went down for supper and off to my lala land at am plus o.o

01 January 2009

Happy New Year everyone!!

03 January 2009

Went to central mall, Fish Market for dinner with Bb & Co. to celebrate Kevin birthday.

Went to Club Nana for a few drinks then headed down to Amber21. I was dead drunk lo. I vomit 3times in the cab [hahas] but yuanfeng is worse, he vomitted 7times!! Lols. Poor Bb love! He was sick! He felt cold at all time and I just drink n drink! In the end, I still need Bb to look after me. [Thanks Bb] Just wonder? Why ain't kevin be the one to be drunk? How came he was SLEEPING OUTSIDE??

The usual group - me, Bb, Feng, Cliff, Gilb & Kevin

Bb & mE

04 January 2009

Hurhur~ I got my new phone [LG KP500 (cookie). loveit loveit!!

I fetch Bb to meet up with the rest for our dinner cum supper^^ then we headed down to Jurong Hill Top. I'm sad! cause now have to pay just to go there! So decided to go west coast but dunno why? We went to labordor park. The place was really nice and breezy but it was quiet and some kind of scary!! Well, something did happen but I better keep it to myself!! hahas. Headed home and off to lala land!

Merry Christmas To All^^

2008-12-25T23:51:00.004+08:00

It's christmas once again^^ Headed down to Jeff papa house after getting present from Jurong point^^ Was told to ge present below the price of $10 so I went to Action City and i bought a Tab keyboard lookin Coin Bank and a mini fan^^ lols. really dunno what to get lo^^

It's was 7pm plus when i reached papa house. Everyone was busy cookin lo ^^

I was just wondering can the food be eaten? lols

I took some photo of the food but missed the most important one!! I guess Jeff papa told Chuyi papa if the "Yi Da Li Mian" can stick on the wall,that mean it's cooked and Yes, Chuyi papa did that but the "Yi Da Li Mian" was not cooked lo =( That Really make me wonder will I have diarrhoea later not?

But the outcome of the food looked YUMMY ^^ [Drool]

Bb joined us too^^ am really glad that Bb make this trip down just to accompany me and send me home^^ [Thanks Bb love]

Papa bought Log Cake too ^^

Before and after photos of the present^^And just for your inform, out of 60% of the present was CHOCOLATE lo^^

Lalalas~ Was waiting for photo takind session and present exchanging^^

Guess what? I received Amos present and it was a Tissue Box!! LMAOS. But good enough cause Jeff papa shared with me his Dove Chocolate [from Chuyi Papa] and I received 2present from Ivory & Ann [Bb sister & mummy]

Photo of us! Those who pampered me since sec1. I feel great with them around. Of course, Not forgettin my Bb love^^ [hugs] You will never be replaced!!

P/S I miss the good old days!!

Christmas eve with love!

2008-12-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

Bb love came over my place with Feng to celebrate Christmas with mummy^^

Bb & Feng reached early than mummy so they started to cook 'Yi Da Li Mian' first.

[Thanks Bb & Feng for coming over]

Mummy reached home and everyone was busy cooking the food and i spot something??

[ThanksMummy,for tthe pork chop! It's yummy!]

Baoming was reading newspaper in the living room! Hahas. Kidding man! He did all the washing of plates and so. . . ! [Thanks Baoming!]

Headed down to Holland Village to meet up with the rest of the group! I was damn pissed but I gonna skip what had happened! Well, gonna stop here!

Merry Christmas To Everyone!!

Tanjong Pagar Railyway station

2008-12-20T23:04:00.001+08:00

20 December 2008 : Tanjong Pagar Railway Station

View of West Coast^^ Nice ya?

Waited for YongWen for MJ at West Coast but last mins, he put aeroplane so we headed down to Tanjong Pagar Railway Station for supper^^

When 'Maggie Gorang' meet 'Mee Gorang' =

Answer : Mix Gorang [Lols]

Indian Rojak

Happy Birthday to Mummy^^

2008-12-15T01:28:00.000+08:00

Dinner at Newton with aunt,doreen & Baoming & Co.

Also celebrating mummy birthday^^ Bb came and send everyone here. Hees.

Top record : 8 persons in a car^^ hurhur~

As usual, we order SteamRay, Fried Oyster, BBQ Chicken Wings and more...

And, DA TA!!!

Baoming order this for mummy^^

We enjoyed ourself loads, hope mummy did too! I love you mummy!

enjoy!!

2008-12-13T23:19:00.013+08:00

Today finish work, I went to town to meet up with Bb & Co. Went to lucky plaza to have chicken then went walking around town^^ Went to Cine to throw darts and the loser has to be punished! Lols. It was damn funny lo cause the guys has to dance sexy dance, do star jump, piggy back someone and turn 20 rounds lo. Poor kelvin and YF cause we lose most of the time =(

Went to Dempsey Hill around 7pm. Before reaching, we have to walk like 10mins then will reach and there was this place 'The White Rabbit'. Nice place ya?

Welcome to Dempsey Hill ^^

There was this shop, Ben & Jerry [imlovingit]

Jones The Grocer sell yummy food too ^^

But at the end, we still decide to have our dinner at Holland Village, Breko ^^

Guess what? Total we only have 6person ( me, Bb, YF, Cliff, Gilbert, Carina) and this was the amount of food we ate!! scary right!

Happy 21st birthday to bonston!

2008-12-07T21:29:00.004+08:00

boo!i wake at 9.30am in the morning to go to the dental=( reached at 10am lidat but i waited till 12pm plus den get to see the doctor (luckily i had bb there to accompany me for tat 2hrs plus of waiting). Lols. I was damn scare! I scare I need to have my tooth removed cause i having on&off toothache=( well,luckily it din happen^^ i just need to clean my teeth but doctor requested me to do a x-ray to see what's with my tooth and the outcome is i need to have filling done if not i can have it removed!well,of course,i did filling for my teeth.lalalas~i'm really scare to remove anymore of my teeth okay! And guess what? It cost me $185 for it lo. *heartpain* went down to bonston birthday after having dinner at bb grandma house. Reached there, bb played bball^^ it had been some times since i last saw bb played bball. *good game bb* althought those stupid fat tummy uncle was so rough and had make bb fell a few times but my bb still played a good game for me^^ *bravo bb* hurhur~ shall update soon as i'm using bb mobile to blog! Smile^^

It's SUNDAY!!

2008-11-23T13:37:00.004+08:00

Sunday will be the best day of the week as it will be my off day^^

Worked at Chiropractic First for 1week plus, nice jobs, I like it! Hahas. But the only problem is there was no overtime pay and on some of the days, I have to work for nearly 12hrs! Well, this is life ya? Who ask me, myself didn't treasure my previous job at gleneagles =( Cuppie ai join this clinic on Friday, 21th Nov 08. She said she like this job too. Lalalas~

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO CHUYI PAPA!!

Went to Chuyi papa birthday chalet^^ Although was not there for very very long but am still happy ^^ Intro BB to my gong gong & papa they all. Hees! Kai Xin! Miss those school days when we always play and get crazy in class! hahas! Remember last time both my papa was fat fat de but now, both slim down liao. School days was fun! I really miss it loads!!

LG KC550 - Pink

Thought of getting myself a digital camera but think I don't have to get it as am getting myself a LG KC550, it come with a 5mega pixal camera^^ Will save me some bucks too. Am getting the pink colour de. Lalalas~

Goodbye Puppies!!

2008-11-18T19:34:00.002+08:00

Mun Mun & Le Le baby. Cute right? But I cant keep any le as I got 5dogs at home. GoodBye xiao gou gou!

Zheng Fa SteamBoat

2008-11-16T19:01:00.001+08:00

Went to Zheng Fa SteamBoat with 3rd aunt, Doreen Biao Mei, Love & ShiFu.

I would only rate it 3/10 as it was it was not really like what was show on the TV!! LIAR!!

Nothing really nice except for the dessert & sushi. And there was no ice cream as showed =)

Hahas!

SnapShot of my cousin - Doreen

Here the cute photo of my jie jie - Felin

Trying to act cool? Trying to hide his face. He is my ShiFu - Cliff.

This is my love - Jarvis.[dun take my photo!!!]

Hello! My 3rd Aunt^^ She really pamper us.

Hahas. This is my mummy. She really enjoy the Food ^^

And this is me - Deslin. Im the one taking the above photo^-^ lalalas.

This was the finishing photo!

Winner of the day - Felin.

(Bikini was a present from his boss, not us ^^ )

The 2 girl, Doreen & Areen.

Hahas. We trying to act like the China Group which sit beside us =)

Enjoy, all!!

2008-11-15T13:36:00.000+08:00

I'm having a busy schedule since i started work with Chiropractic First. Sometimes, I ended working at 7.30pm to 8pm and the next day I got to start work at 8am. But I think it will be a healthy lifestyle for me =) I was like working inside a cold room? My work place was so dame cold till my finger become numb despite wearing a thick jacket. I just wondering what will my life be if I was given the uniform? Cause no jacket is allowed when uniform is issued!! This few days, I sleep so early and I'm really tired!

Friday, 141108

Bb came to have lunch with me^^ We went to Boat Quay for Nasi Briyani. It was yummy yummy [drool] We went by bb last time work place and chatted with Eric for awhile. Showed bb the Hello Kitty shop b4 heading back to work. Ending work at 5pm today^^ Lalalas~ Will be having supper tonight with YuanFeng and Co. Meet up with YuanFeng and Co. at 9pm and decided to have supper at Chong Pang Nasi Lemak. We reached there was 11pm or so, headed to dam to slack after supper! Bump into Mr. Sio at dam. hahas! Reached home at 2.30am lidat! Tired! and i got to wake at 7am this morning!! Welcome, my panda eyes ^^

p.s Happy Birthday to Mr. Yiru & Mr. TaTa. Enjoy!

Saturday, 151108

Ended work at 1.25pm today, headed home then sleep till 5.30pm^^ Went to fetch Ann off work and sended bb to his friend birthday then uncle sended me home as I am going to celebrate Fuji 21st Birthday with Bobo and Co. at 9pm. Headed down to B418 to meet up with the rest.

( ChengCai, Desmond Ge Ge, Fuji, TaTa & GF, Mr. Sio, Wei Wei, YiKuang, Star, ZhiJian, Ken, Bobo, ZheTin, Revi )

Eat and talk till 10pm plus 11pm then went to dam to cut the birthday cake. I tot Bobo will bring it along but he put it at Revi house so we went to dam and Bobo with Revi went to get the birthday cake. We sang birthday song and everything started! They start playin with the cake. Hahas. Fuji chased after Bobo and Friends till his foot bleed lo. And he walked toward me and say " Steady la, Fangling! " and the first thing came into my mind was "OMG~" but in the end, I just stand there and the cream was on my face =( but poor Bobo as he run away leaving his van behind, the windscreen was written with a word, THANKS!! And, Mr. Sio face was with cream too. Although everything last only for awhile, but it was fun still!

p.s Happy 21st Birthday to Mr. Fuji^^ Enjoy!

I edited this 2 photo with Weilin China Phone. She lended it to me as i lost my phone and another phone is spoiled!

Thanks Weilin and Da Yi for lending this phone to me.

p.s I am still learning!!

3Claps for myself

2008-11-12T15:51:00.006+08:00

Wake at 8am plus to get newspaper and start looking for job. Called a few clinic but all have to wait for call but still, i got a interview at 12.30pm at raffle place, OUB building.

Take a nap till 10.15am than faster get my things done than headed down to raffle place. The clinic name was Chiropractic First. Reached OUB building around 12pm so i went walk walk awhile. Saw a Hello Kitty shop that sell Hello Kitty mahjong's, MP3 player and all sort of things. I was almost crazy as I like all this type of things, the notebook, pens and every things ^-^ but i controlled myself. And, i don't like Hello Kitty lo, I like Little Twin Stars [winks]

Reached the clinic at 12.15pm. Filled up the form and wait till 2pm than got interview by the senior staff. I never through I will get this job but 3claps to myself as I will start training tomorrow =) Hooray~ Am not jobless anymore and I shall work really hard for this new job despite any problem that come along the way.

I dunno what's the working hours is like but I know I start work at 8am everyday ^^ And Saturday will be 8am to 1pm. Sometimes, they will have roadshow then maybe Sunday will have to work too =) But it alright as I know I will be good with this job =)

I was overjoyed when I know I will start work tomorrow and everything happened next seem nice and colourful to me!! As a rewards for getting this job, I treated myself to eat the chicken rice at Lucky Plaza^^ lalalas~ I been saying about this chicken rice for god sake long and finally! hurhur~ Even when the malay old aunty stare at me, even when I came all the way just for the chicken rice, I felt happy =) Perhaps, I know I will never be the same again!

A millions thanks to family, loves & cuppies! Despite being jobless for so long, you all didn't give up on me! you support me till today and for now, let me prove to you that I will be good with this job and you shall just sit back and enjoy!!

the ugly ducking!!

2008-11-11T23:59:00.007+08:00

I wish I can turn back time! I wish everything will stop, trouble will stop coming and every things back to normal! I was kind of mood swing today! I realised how fragile life was! In a blink of eyes, so many left! Leaving behind all the aching heart! Cherish & Treasure! But who really did? Until the very last moment when they realised they are just a step too late to tell their love one that they really cared! Perhaps, Human take things for granted! They assured they are never too late! They assured that they can do it later! But nobody know what gonna happen next!

Once, me and Cuppie Ling was chatting. And we was saying about what if one day we passed away? Which photo we wanna put? and sort of things. Was kind of crazy to say over this type of things but maybe this is life! We just don't know what will happen next!

Many things came across my mind. I should be sleeping now but here i am, sitting in front of my lappy, blogging ^^ Something must be bothering me but I can't figues out what's on my mind? I realised that I had great family, bf, cuppies and friends that really care for me. I feel loved.

Times, I feel suck!! I was like a trouble kids bringing endless problem to them! Attitude, money, job, phone and many things was always on my mouth. I been out of job for nearly 2months and still, I'm jobless! Economic is bad and it will get worse next year!

No job = No money & No money = Many problem

How i wish i can turn back time! back to my childhood time. No stress, No headache over any single things. Just play, eat and sleep. I know it's impossible and I should face the fact that I am a lady not a girl anymore! I should be big enough to handle my own problem. How I wish I can start my life journey over again with a well planned notes.

Should count myself lucky enough to find my Mr. Right, Jarvis. No one really understand me as much as he do! Without saying much, he know what i want. Can he really read my mind?I guess so ^^ He's someone who pamper and love me loads and I really appreciates it. He teach me 1, 2, 3... Everything from the start! His love is so tended that no one less can give! And, best of all, He never give up on me despite my poor attitude. I throw my anger, talk back loudly to him but still he love me like a little baby girl. He make me realised that I can ease my mind with him around!

Sometimes, I just wonder, Will the ugly ducking really turn into a beautiful swank? When someone tell alies, will the nose grow long? Do everlasting love really exist? Will fairy tales stories happen on us? Well, I know all this will never happened and all this shall never live in my world!

Sorry for such a long boring post! I just wanna pour all out from my mind! I wanna have a good rest tonight with nothings on my mind! shall work hard to find a job tomorrow! Jia you, Deslin!! All the best to myself ^^

Oh ya, Happy 16months anniversary to my AH PUI! Days is hard but i believe we will walk through everything together! 3 claps for AH PUI & ME for over come all the ups and downs for this 16months ^^ And I believe tomorrow will be a better day!!

GOOD NIGHT!!

Dinner@Seoul Yummy

2008-11-09T21:48:00.010+08:00

Dinner @ Seoul Yummy (Novena Square 2)

After going to ah pui grandma house, we headed to Thomson Rd for steamboat.

We wanted to eat at Zhen Fa Huo Hai Xian but the queue was gosh! Don't know how many hour we gonna wait so we went to Square2. Heard from my sis that one of the Korean restaurant there looked yummy but i think we went into the wrong place^^ still, i enjoyed my dinner so much as the food was still very yummy yummy! [drool]

Welcome to Seoul Yummy!! Today menu we had as follow :

Potato Pancake, Korean Rice Cake, Seafood Udon, Kimchi with Pork Dumpling. Not forgetting the dessert, Fruity Yogurt Waffle ^-^

Here come the photo taking session =p

the 3 of us - Ann, Deslin & Jarvis

Photo of the crazy couple.[iloveyou]

Winner of the Day

Mr ah pui & Ms fei zhu zhu

I realised that I indeed put on a lot of fats which i never wanted! To be honest, I don't really wish to know what's my weight will be now? I scare I will faint if I go and weight lo =( The big tummy I have now was like 3months pregnant? or maybe 5months? Gosh! I needed to kick this tummy away! I hate it! Disliked it a lot =( Boo! I need to cut down on my daily intake of food! and, i shall be on diet again!!

p.s. i wanna go on diet!!!

Work&Work

2008-11-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

I had been working for a event held @ Toa Payoh Hub for the past 2 days [07/11 & 08/11]

Well, still a enjoyable job to me. Slack around but got to stand most of the time la. I miss the chicken rice at lucky plaza. hahas. so i order the malay chicken rice and rojak for lunch.

well, it taste okay but still cant win lucky plaza de =(

some photo taken from there =)

Ramdom photo of me

Am so tired! This shall be the first and last job that make me stand from 11am to 9pm!! And I shall really get a full time job soon! I will work hard! I will jia you! Lalalas~ And, I shall rest hard now ^-^

p.s. i shall really cherish if i find a full time job!!! -_-"'

Nights out with cuppies =)

2008-11-05T23:58:00.005+08:00

Nights out with cuppies =)

lalalas~ went to lingling house for dinner today. we had KFC ^-^

i was kind of excited as we will be going to double O after our meal. it was like some million years back since we last club together =) meeting yinlin and cuppie ai outside double O. hurhur~ it was about 10pm when we reach there. it was so dame pack and we girls got no place to sit lo but luckily, we found one table just nice for the 4of us. we order our drink, played some games and there we go, starting our photo session =) bump into a long lost friend, guohao. he really changed alot. cant really remember when was the last time i saw him lo. hahas. well, i believe we did enjoyed our self to the fullest but i saw someone that really spoiled my mood!! i dun think i wanna type down what really happened but dammit ass, you spoiled my mood!!

the four girls - yinlin, ai, deslin & clara

me and aishah

here come the 3 lings =)

the 2 crazy ling

lalalas~ me and ME ^-^

p.s. you are really a asshole!!

happy 21st birthday dearest!!

2008-11-03T21:47:00.013+08:00

happy 21st birthday dearest!!

today is love 21st birthday (the actual day), Happy Birthday love =)

we had our lunch at heeren, NYDC cafe.

after lunch, we went to cine to get the movie ticket for high school musical 3 ^-^

as we are still early for the movie, we went to shop around and i saw this design for the washroom and i like it alot =) cute right?

went to timezone to play bomber man (imlovinit!!) and this is my all time favourite

dessert for the day : summer flink

Some ramdom photo of us taken today =) im really happy to have my love to love and pamper me ^-^ never fail to guide me and show me all his love and care. i believe he is a present from heaven to love and take care of me for the rest of my life ^^ love, thanks for everything you had done for me! iloveyou!! muacks!

p.s. happy moment together! i will cherish it!!

LGKS360

2008-11-03T00:28:00.003+08:00

LG KS360

saw the ads for the phone, LG KS360 on newspaper someday back. i was kind of wishing to get it for myself as i lose my E66 weeks back =(

guess what? i found out that mama chia (darLING mummy) like this phone too^-^ i was kind of surprised when lingling told me that! lalalas~ same taste ya? anyway, shall really get a job soon before saying about getting a new phone =)

and, and, and!!

Happy 21st Birthday to my precious LOVE!

ILOVEYOU! HEART <3

p.s. happy to be with you! i love you JARVIS!!

B.B.Q. time!!

2008-11-01T23:46:00.008+08:00

lalalas~ tonight celebrating love and weilin birthday. having BBQ and sure will drink =)

darling clara, jie jie & mei mei came down too and really got so many people lors!

mummy-in-law (ann) lady boss came too and guess what? her son bring 2 of his friends along that finish up the prawns and chicken. and to the extend, we got to look after the foods and stop them from eating! alright, it was a bit bad but can you imagine that it was almost all the prawn and chicken okay? and they eat like all the food belong to them!! they use their hand, pick n put! omg~ why ain't the mummy of those kids doin anything? argh!

talk, eat, drink! i'm not really that happy as thing ain't doing really well after some people we dunno arrived! well, i mean if you guys are friendly enough, we dun mind but you guys just fcuk up ya? and IT'S AIN'T YOUR BIRTHDAY? you guys should really show some respect for the birthday boy and girl right? you guys eat and drinked like it was your birthday and should i say that if you guys wanna party like everyone do, you should at least greet them Happy Birthday right? but not only you guys didn't greet them, you guys acted like you paid for everything! excuse me for saying this,dun even say a cents you guys paid for! if love didn't stop me, the green tea might already ended up all over you! you guys just not shy for your act ya?

everything ended at 1am plus. help to clean up the mess and went back to love house. helped to clean up and went to bath. lalalas~ time to open all the presents^-^ hurhur~ and i think i shall end here ya? shall update the rest of the photo after gettin it from ivory and yuenfeng^-^

GOOD NIGHT!!

p.s. : jealous mean i care!!

my sweetest girl ever!!

2008-10-31T14:46:00.002+08:00

Name : Clara * Ah Ling

someone send from god above to be my best girlfriend ever!

someone who care and treated me well and believe me, she will never never leave me alone =)

am really xin fu to know this darling^^ she give me everything i need and she's always ready to lend me her ear. lalalas~ we share everything in our heart^-^

we talk, laugh, drink & sleep together^^ (you shall know what am saying about^-^) and never forgetting mahjong together lahs^^ well, ain't life is wonderful with darling like her around you?

Bang!!Bang!! you belong to me! lalalas~ thanks dear ^^

Cuppies Gathering ^-^ hurhur~

2008-10-30T20:41:00.001+08:00

Poor ling ling, get well soon!!

It been sometimes since i meet up with all the cuppies. meet up with ai and jojo this evennig for mahjong cum gathering session at ling place^-^ time really fly fast ya? i been looking hard for a job i like for more than a month =( yet still can't be found!! i did try a few jobs.

worked as admin at maybank but dun really like it.

worked as dental receptionist and i must say i like this job but i hate the doctor lahs!! can you believe that a doctor will cheated on my hour? argh! dun say le, make me blood boil.

But am really lucky as i got my hubbi and cuppies. they really helped me alot!

Thanks dearest!!

mood : i'm starting to love my life =)!!

it's his birthday =) happy birthday siong!!

2008-10-26T14:39:00.005+08:00

It was Siong 21st birthday today! went down to Mandai today. Got him a birthday cake, pizza, cheese fries, strawberry ice blend and some home made curry. Actually we should drop by in the early morning but changed to afternoon due to Weide & Stella wedding today. Have to trouble Bobo to fetch mummy and all down to Mandai [Thanks Bobo]. Think alot of people went down today as there was so many flowers there. We looked some kind of party at there and mainly is to celebrate Siong birthday. some say that we can't but maybe this is what we can do for our beloved friend. I miss him!! bump into Tricia jie jie, Fabian kor kor, his wife, damian, uncle & aunty. it was some kind of sad actually! i dunno why? but the moment i saw tears in their eyes, my heart cried too! i understand the pain in them, i really understand! he was once so dear to me! but it was just too late for me to voice out my view now!! really hope that Siong was happy with the surprise we had done for him!! i am kind of mood swind! shall update soon!

dinner

2008-10-25T19:16:00.001+08:00

Dinner at Ramen Tien

Looked yummy ya?

p.s. happy moment will neve last long!!!

argh!! stupid, messy life!!

2008-10-21T13:55:00.003+08:00

I HATE MY LIFE!!

i just feel like sleeping forever!!

please go away!!

2008-10-19T03:15:00.001+08:00

please go away, stupid running nose!!

you been messing around with me since afternoon 3pm

and now, my nose now was so dame red =(

i looked like a red nose monster now!!

i missed darling chia so much!! lalalas~ and i guess she must be busy now!!

hurhur~ it's late now! gonna turn in le!!

p.s. i miss you!!

fcuking sick!!

2008-10-18T17:12:00.000+08:00

i really wish to chop off my nose at this very moment!!

sneeze till i crazy!!

our lunch!!

2008-10-18T14:12:00.001+08:00

The fried pasta we cooked together!!

1st attempt = 75/100 c",)

my new favourite drink - Pokka Milk Tea

didn't upload my blog for sometime. been in upside down mood for this few days! to be honest, don't really know what i want in life!! just feel that my life had been going up and down as time went by!! i guess i need some clara sesion soon! but the charge went up le la!! lols. consultant Clara say the charge was $50 per 30mins but am dame broke now lor, can't IOU also! sad la! but never mind, when i consult her back den will clear the bills liao. lalala~ i need a extra job soon!! lalala~ down with flu now! been sick for a few days =( sore throat for the past 2days! kind of no voice yesterday! sick, sick, SICK~ i wish myself speedy recovery!! hurhur~ i think medication is useless and chocolate is the best medication for sore throat -_-"' alright! i don't know about other but it's true enough that chocolate helped me with the stupid sore throat lor. think i will end here and get some help for my stupid nose RIGHT NOW!! shall update again soon^-^

3 cheers for mun mun baby!!

2008-10-15T03:45:00.003+08:00

it's early in the morning now!! mun mun gave birth to 2 little baby at 11.10pm. but the first baby was dead!! dunno why mun mun dun care about her baby this time round? it's 3.45am, i move into another room with mun mun and her new born so mummy, jie jie n mei mei can get into sleep. mun mun keep walking round and round, she din even feed the little baby of her lo =( am worry!! will her baby survive not? hope everything will be fine if not have to bring them to the vet first thing in the morning. i'm broke!! i needed another job urgently!! HELP!!

happy birthday to JIELIN & IVORY

2008-10-11T14:36:00.002+08:00

went to lunar to celebrate jie lin & ivory birthday =)

* Happy 24Th birthday to IVORY *

* Happy 18Th birthday to JIE LIN *

* Happy 1year 3months anniversary to my dear *

hur hur~ we was so mad yesterday =) we party and play till 2am plus

and as usual, xiao yi was drunk again^^ hahas.

i was almost drunk too=)

total we opened 4 bottle of MARTELL and 1bottle of champagne.

plus, we broke 2 rock glass =) hahas.

and we finish everything before we left, no balance was left behind.

reached home was around 3am plus le.

bathe and here i go, off to bed =)

GOOD NIGHT!!

WHO WILL I RUN TO - PAULINI

2008-10-10T20:06:00.004+08:00

WHO WILL I RUN TO - PAULINI

You were the one who I could tell my deepest fears
And you were the one who always wiped away my tears.

When he hurt me you were my prince
sent straight from above

Like a fool I never saw you were falling in love

So now I've lost everything,
Casue now you say you're gone forever more

So who will I ~
Who will I run to, Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears When I cry

Who will I run to, and who will I turn to
Now that you're not here in my life

You were the one I took for granted

All those years.
Oohooohoh~

And you were the one,
I should of known it was so clear

How could I be so blind not to see whats before my eyes
I'll get you back here with me if it takes the rest of my life

Cause I would do anything
Cause I want you back forever more

Who will I run to, Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind,
Who will dry my tears when I cry.

Who will I run to, And who will I turn to
Now that you're not here in my life

I would gladly turn and cross the deep blue sea
If I could know that I would have you here with me.
I realize that I was blind but now I finally see
I need you back here in my life.
Oh baby can't you see.

Who will I run to, Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
who will dry my tears when I cry

Who will I run to, and who will I turn to
now that you're not here in my life.

Who will be there for me
who's gonna rescue me
who's gonna share my dreams
who's gonna mend this broken heart.

im lovin it!!

2008-10-09T15:21:00.008+08:00

i love this maggie mee! see! it looked yummy ya?
i was kind of in love with maggie noodle^^
it really tasted not bad =)

today was my grandma 35days so i was on leave to go to bishan to visit grandma.

time really passed very very fast lo. everything seem like it just happened yesterday.

i was some kind of scared to go to GUAN MING SAN!!

everytime i go there, i will saw many new people!! i mean those people who is dead!

the 2 kids who been push down after some game or something? i dunno much about it but they was placed at there too. and the recent case, the 15 old girl with the indonesia god father? the god father was placed there too. i realised how fragile life was even for those unborn poor little one! sometime they just came at the wrong time and have to be abort =( i can feel how depressed the mother was when she was left with no choice but to abort the poor little one! to me, the baby was a gift from heaven! someone for me to love, care and pamper. i love baby! they are so adorable and loveable^^ hahas. got no idea why m i saying all this about but overall, i think one should cherish their life no matter what happened, ya? one of love relative passed away this morning =( [my condolence!] and to me was, oh mine!! again? alright! this is the 4th person passed away since june? that's really alot ya? 1st is shawn, 2nd is my ah ma, 3rd is desmond mummy & 4th is my hubbi relative! i'm not rating them but was like this year is really so unlucky ya? i went to read GIRL (bingbing) blog just now and i do feel like tearing after reading her post!! it do remind me of my childhood days spending with my grandma. times spended at bugis with my ah ma was fun and sweet! i was 8 at that time? cant really remember! but i will sing to ah ma this 'ang mo kio de ah ma bo hor, bo hor' =) alright! was saying about my mummy mum who stayed at Ang Mo Kio not good! ah ma dunno how to speck chinese so we have to speck hokkien to her. althought she will smile and laugh when i sing that but she will still tell me not to say it that way. she will always feed us fresh food which she brought and she will eat plain rice with hot water. ah ma is old so all along, she worked as a toilet cleaner. whenever we was about to go home, without fail, she will give us some money. thinking back,i really miss her care, smile and touch!! i miss you ah ma! i really do! that moment u was lying on ur bed, u looked so weak! i feel that u are just waiting to see us for the very last time before u left! u might be waiting to see daddy but he can never turn up! ah ma, rest in peace!

mood : emo

drink!drank!drunk!

2008-10-08T23:11:00.000+08:00

went to meet darling ling ling after work =) headed to A & Z mac for dinner than went to chong pang 7-11 to get some drink than off to ling ling house again =) cuppie ai was not feeling well so we told her to rest at home and cuppie jojo have things on so not meeting us too, ended up only the both lings met up =) to be honest, i miss my cuppies so much!! it had been a week or more since we last meet up.maybe all is busy with our own work ba^^ stayed at ling ling place till 11pm lidat den headed home.

Cuppies, i missed times we gather at ling house for chit chatting and mj session =( do gather up soon ya? hugs!!

mood : happy

FCUK!!WHAT A DAY!!

2008-10-06T20:59:00.004+08:00

went to bugis with mei mei after work to get some working clothes. got myself 2 tops and guess what? i brought 12donuts , 9cream puffs and 1 suger sticks.

Thanks to my best friend ^^

if not of the J.CO donuts, i wont be buying so many thing to eat lo. hahas. dunno how many FATS i gonna add on after all this donuts. luckily i share it with my family if not i sure gain weight till 55KG de lo.

that was about the good thing that happen at bugis and here come the bad thing!! READ ON!!

i lost my new phone E66 todeay =( how the fcuk i lost it, i also got no idea lo. hais! there go $600 of my saving money which i used to get this new phone =(

mood : sad!sad!sad!!

yummy!yummy!yummy!

2008-10-05T23:41:00.003+08:00

today i have dinner with my aunt and biao mei at bishan. see!! see!! see!! the food looked yummy ya? and guess what? jie and my aunt went to get milk tea to go along with it =) we was so full alright! we try to put all the food into our stomach lo and my stomach nearly burst lo^^ it had been some time since i last saw my biao mei and just as i tot, she's getting pretty than before and she really know how to doll up lo. see the different between the 4 of us!!

hahas. she's white and skinny okay? and i really like her leg!! how i wish i can be like her lo. lalala~ anyway, it really a wonderFULL dinner i have ^^

mood : HAPPY

it's complain time!!

2008-10-03T11:30:00.001+08:00

Argh!it's piece of shit to work at maybank position called admin cum data entry!i have no idea whether filing is consider as part of the admin job not but don't u find it too much to let a girl to cover a boy position?lockin me in a store to do all the filing,climbing up n down the ladder with my heel on!hell ya?and the dress code, FORMAL!can u imagine?and how stupid i was to sign the 3months bond,if not of the bond,i'll be long gone for sure!sounded as i been workin here for long but hell NO!i just started on 30th sept.i tot it's a good thing that i never complain on the first day but now i guess there will be more to come!but as for the colleague,they are consider not bad already lo.did plan to take mc till they sack me but guess baby wont agree to it as it cost money to get a mc.hais.but to be honest,this job really can't make me earn much and my dream of goin study next year might just say bye bye to me!

mood : confused

a brand new day ^^

2008-09-30T22:54:00.004+08:00

hur hur~ i got myself a job at maybank^^ hahas. cant believe ya? i was like connected to bank lidat? ai was working at HSBC and bing bing was working at CITI BANK plus me, MAYBANK. hahas. can u imsgine how i wear to work? was so office alright?? hahas. first day of work but there are no much complain from me so consider this job is still okay for me =) work hard deslin! jia you!! jia you!!

went to meet love and mummi in law for dinner at beauty world. we have pasta^^ the look is just okay but the taste was yummy lor. can give it a try^^

mood : wonderful

BORING!!

2008-09-25T16:05:00.002+08:00

been out of job for a week or more =( i'm going crazy! really need a job FAST!! laptop is down! pocket is getting a bigger hole =( i needed a job lahs!! nothing special happened this few days too! just been missing my DARLINGS lahs!! and also, i think i added on weight liao. thanks to hubby pampering and feedind me non-stop lor. yeah! living my life to the fullest daily and yup, i mean real FULL!! lalala~ oh ya! went to amber to help out last saturday and i was drunk!! hahas. thanks to the crazy girlfriends (bingbing, yilin & becca) that make me go lalala~ but before they reach, i was already on my way to heaven liao. it had been so long since i drink martell lor. hahas. taken some photo that day, shall upload it soon!!

2008-09-22T14:05:00.006+08:00

today i have a really wonderful lunch at citi link. went there to find hubbi jie jie before accompany mummi in law to see doctor. we had THIS for lunch ^^

it's jie jie treat and it cost her $100 plus for this lunch lor. shop around citi link while waiting for 2pm before heading to raffle medical.

alright! i think i really got to stop putting food into my mouth!! i'm getting fatter as day go by =( i dun wanna be a fat girl lahs!! HELP!! goin back to my DIET LIFESTYLE =)

mood : lalala~

oh - mama! i was so DRUNK!!

2008-09-15T22:45:00.004+08:00

hur hur~ today off work, i went home to prepare my thing then went over to ling place. poor girl,she was sick! doing nothing at her place, just chat and chat. hahas! suddenly feel hungry and cooked maggie mee to eat! hahas! i drink again! till dead drunk lo. it was like almost a year since i last vomited! it was 11pm plus and poor ling still have to come and take care of me^^ but am glad that she's there for me. she buy a chocolate for me.hees! thanks sweet! and first time, i stay over at her place, wearing her pyjama! hahas! she's just so sweet!

mood : SAD!

It's SUNDAY. lalala~

2008-09-14T18:57:00.004+08:00

finally, it's sunday^^ sleep till dame late today. lalala~ wake at 2pm plus. hees! like pig ya? went to hubby grandma house for lunch + dinner at 3.30pm. yummy yummy! miss ah ma long bean! today hubby grandma cooked the long bean something like what ah ma used to cook! [ah ma, i missed you!!] next week i will be visiting daddy! i feel he very poor thing,no one visit him.. was it i too soft hearted? some say he deserved to be treated this way! hais! as a daughter, i will do the visiting before he release from prison if not,he will feel very upset ya? i will be changing my no. soon! dun wan my dad fren to contact me..! dunno why? a bit mood swing today! suddenly feel very moody. today is lantern festival but am not doing anything special. watched love play bball! angry and upset! and this is what i love to do when i am feeling down!!

mood : i missed you!!

2008-09-13T22:25:00.008+08:00

alright! dun wanna complain complain and complain about the old lady at my work there. that really spoill my mood. just enduring till i get a better job then i will say bye bye to her! hump!! this evening going to celebrate daddi chinese birthday at Buckaroo ^^ take a look! some photo taken at there. cheers!

Buckaroo Grill

The buffalo wing - Level 2 (so HOT!!)

Onion Ring (forget about taking photo till the very last one left -_-"' )

Baked Mushroom (yummy yummy)

Seafood Pasta

Crab Meat Pizza

Pork Rib with Chicken

look yummy ya? [drool] would rate it 4.5/5 and the price is reasonable too! not too expensive ^^ it's located at Andrew Avenue near Sembawang Park. thought it will be hard to find this place but not at all. lols. i was so full till i almost vomitted!

some of the photo taken after dinner ^^ it was like a hundred year since i last tie up my hair. hahas. and i think i looked fat ya? shall get back to diet to maintain my weight every weekend ya? thanks to my dearest hubby that make me eat so much over the weekend ^^

imagine me without you!

2008-09-12T16:54:00.007+08:00

boo! guess what's my weight? it 45.8kg =(

back to work today! well, ivy seem nice when i first stepped in today but soon, she started everything again!! saying i caused her to fell sick as no one helped out for this 1week and asked me to do this and that! DA BIAN!! she really very what lehs! cant endure!! she put a patient at 5.45pm cause i have to stay behind today!! she's leaving at 3.30pm lo. shit right!! really pissed me off! still asked me to help her buy lunch just because she's a old bird?? think her backside too heavy so she can't walk around ba! hump! dun try me! i dun wanna make thing ugly,get it!!

7pm : reached mummi work place and went beauty world for dinner again ^^

some normal food lo but tasted yummy lahs^^

must be the taste of happiness -_-"' lalalas~ been eating alot this weekend ya? hahas. but able to eat also consider happiness ya?

mood : ANGRY!

2008-09-11T00:34:00.006+08:00

LOVE, HAPPY 1 YEAR 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!

Thanks for enduring my attitude and giving in to me.

like i say "no one can ever replace you in my heart",

i promised!

The very special place which was deep down in my heart will only belong to you!

I LOVE YOU! Many many love to you!

hugs!

went to LOVE house around 3pm and will be staying there till monday =)

this few days, dun really feel like eating! one meal a day will keep me full already until today!! went to fetch ann mummi with LOVE.guess what i'll be having for dinner? was like i was so dame hungry lidat lo!! i buy myself a mushroom cheese prata and a normal prata while LOVE have 2cheese prata ^^ that not all okay? went to ann mummi work place to wait for her to finish her last customer face. saw a weighing machine there and guess what?? i weight only 43kg!! lols. the machine must be really spoil!! ah yen helped me to puck my eye brown and now, i looked better ^^ went over to beauty wall to buy rice for daddy and i get myself a pig organ soup with rice and LOVE get himself fish soup with rice. that was dame lots of food ya? reached LOVE house was about 9pm liao so fast fast unpack all the food and time for show ^^ love the 9pm show. lalala~ ate only half packet of the rice and almost finish all the soup. lols. i was so full but my prata is still waiting to enter into my stomach at 10pm =( dun wanna see my weight tomorrow, think i will be like 46kg?? hur hur~ the answer will be out tomorrow ^^

mood : HAPPILY IN LOVE WITH YOU

2008-09-10T00:27:00.002+08:00

meet love at west mall for movie

"money not enough 2"

went to darling, lingling place at 8pm after reached yishun.

no place to go and i dare not go home??

lalala~ dunno what to say? kind of mood swing this few days!

sorry love! but trust me, i will never get sick of you! muack.

some of the photo taken at lingling house with cookie ^^

mood : blur!!

2008-09-09T14:25:00.002+08:00

grandma, rest in peace!!

mood : sad

2008-09-08T10:07:00.007+08:00

Daddy came to offer grandma his last respect today!! with 2 officer accompany him. being handcraft and wearing a metal thing on his left leg, really make it hard for him to walk! was thinking, how did he feel when he know he can never send grandma off? will he change to a better person after his release? the very first time, i saw tears in his eyes! tears roll down my face out of control!! alright, the four of our eye (mummy, jie jie, me and mei mei)!! dunno why we will cry? love say it's because we know he can't send grandma off. maybe that true but why can't he as he was the elder son??

Dr Chan drop by grandma furnal today! really kind of him to do so as i haven started working for him yet!! out of 5bosses, he was the only one who dropped by!!

that's really nice of him ya? eh. stay over night at grandma wake today, without sleeping!! spending all the time with grandma when i still can! the very last moment and the very last tear i drop for grandma.

ah ma, rest in peace as you should!

sending you of without tears in my eye is what i can do for you the very last time!

argh!! my aunt really pissed us off!! treating us like a maid!well, mummy say 'just let her be as this will be the very last time we will meet. let grandma go in peace.'

yup! let grandma rest in peace and this shall be the very last time we are meeting our aunt ya??

mood : pissed off

2008-09-07T10:51:00.004+08:00

hur hur~ i changed my phone to nokia E66 le ^^ guess what? love gonna get it change tomorrow or on tuesay =) lalala~ couple phone again ^^ and lingling gonna change to E66 too. she say she gonna steal my phone =( so bad ya? i got a deal with lingling n jojo? if am able to use this phone for 6months, lingling gonna give me a treat ya? and for jojo, if am able to use it for 1year, she gonna get me a gucci bag =D lalala~ but no worry as this phone gonna stay with me for long =D

Thanks love and family for dropping by to my grandma wake.

Thanks darlings (lingling, jojo & ai) for dropping by grandma wake too.

don't know much about how many days can't visit people house all this but some say 49days and some say 100days!! hur hur~ think i gonna miss my 'xiao chow chow' alot le. love say we are able to meet outside but can't go to his place la. lalala~ dun really know much about all this but just listen to what the elder say can le! dun really have much to post, not really in the mood! shall update soon!! LOVES!

mood : emo

2008-09-05T14:56:00.001+08:00

hais! yesterday just visited my grandma and today, she was pronounce dead at 5am plus =( everything happened so sudden! can't accept it. it really hurt so much! went to grandma house at 9am plus with jie jie to get all the document than head down to queenstown remand to apply my dad to come pay his last respect to my grandma. the prison approved it but he can only come here for about 20-30 mins lo. what the hell!! his the elder son lo. hais! went to dover mrt at 1pm to collect myonline clothes and the seller was so dame rude! pissed me off! still dare to say it was me being rude first. omg~ come on little girl! close down ur blog so stop making people blood boil ya? you know you hell up pissed so many people off. argh!! what a day!!

mood : angry!!angry!!angry!!

Life is really FRAGILE!!

2008-09-04T02:48:00.002+08:00

OMG!! why so many things happen around me? uncle called me. he told me my grandma left only 1month to live!! grandma had been told that she has liver cancer and it was the last stage already =( at first, the doctor say still got about 3months lidat but now, grandma condition is getting from bad to worse and the doctor say that grandma left about 1month only =( so sad! although it had been sometimes since we last visited her but still, i feel the pain! many say that grandma already consider very lucky to be able to live till the age of 85. yup, it might be true but it cant avoid the pain we will be going through.

my dad have been sentence to jail on monday. consider as a good news for us but sometimes will find him really poor thing but cant blame us, he make us treat him this way! been sentenced to jail for 1year. he should really count himself lucky. in and out from prison so many times, judge never make him stay there for 7years really consider very good to him liao. hais! really hope everything can be settle soon than mummy dun have to be stress over it!

.~* life is really so fragile! no one knows what gonna happen next! cherish and treasure every single moment you spend with your love one. dun make any single mistake, it might make you regret for the rest of your life!!

mood : emo

Shopping times

2008-09-03T01:26:00.003+08:00

BORED!!

have to send 100+ email for my new doctor!! can someone buy me a spectacle o_o ? yesterday pasted 1000 stamp onto 1000 window envelope and today, to send 130 email out to patients! poor me =( can't wait to off work right now! hur hur!! we have free andersen's ice cream from a drug company =D heepi! and it gonna be shopping time for me and love after work ^^ going bugis to shop, shop, shop till i drop! lalala~

things i wanna get :

T-shirt
Jean
Short pant
Sandal
Stella Birthday Present
Bag (if i'm able to =D )
and many many more!!

Shall update some photo tonight=) bugis bugis, here i come ^^

01.12am : omg!! i can't get to sleep so decided to update my blog ^^ here are some photo taken just now ^^

first thing i did when i reached bugis was to go find love and than, we went to the hongkong cafe for dinner ^^ it was yummy lahs and was so dame full after it. i ate cheese baked rice with chicken chop while love have cheese baked rice with pork chop =) we order a 'GUO TIA' with chicken floss and ice cold blueberry tea (i hope i didn't remember the name wrongly). lalala~ after dinner, went shopping for clothes to wear to stella birthday and guess what? i only bought a jean and some ear rings-_-"' dun really know what to get when i reached bugis =( again, it was raining big cats and dogs lors. rain rain, please stop doing this to me! i wanna do shopping ya? hur hur!! i wanna change my phone lahs. not Sony Ericsson C902 liao, i wanna change Nokia E66 =) nice not?

wanna change it with love ^^ and needless to say, white really look much better than the black one. lalala~ goin to lala land soon ^^ night night!

mood : happy [happiness belongs to me]

boo! TERMINATE 5!

2008-09-02T23:11:00.002+08:00

went to ling ling place for mahjong session after work. it was raining big big cats and dogs lahs! took a cab from yishun MRT to lingling place due to the heavy cats & dogs =D reached lingling place at 7pm lidat. guess what? me, lingling & jojo went to terminate 5 opened by ai =( wonder what went wrong? called no answer, msg no reply!! i mean if her bf dun let, at least a msg ya? finish our mahjong session around 10pm. headed to thomson, the prata place for supper =) hur hur!! yummy yummy lahs! but it's really fat too -_-"' after supper, jojo sended me home before sending lingling home than headed to jia jia place ^^ hur hur!! thanks lingling & jia jia for your treat, it's my treat the next round ya?

boo!! you piss me off!! TERMINATE 5!!

mood : disappointed

You are driving me CRAZY!!

2008-09-01T22:23:00.002+08:00

crazy!!crazy!!CRAZY!! this aunty are driving me nuts!! don't feel like working with her lahs. she turned my world upside down!! =( but what love say is true lahs. just don't care about her will do lors. the more i think, the more angry i am so just don't care about her. thought of quitting this job because of her cause i got to face her almost everyday. the thought of it just make me drop from high up above -_-"'

WILL BE CONTINUE!! aunty asked me to do thing again=(

THAT AUNTY IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!

8.50pm : reached home at 8pm plus!! tired! went to chong pang to help jie jie take thing so i thought it might be better to take bus to chong pang but taken the wrong bus and ended up reaching chong pang at 7.30pm lidat =( stupid right? after collect jie jie thing, went to my house there to take queue no. for jie jie =( guess am really helpful yesterday ^^ lalala~

will be meeting my darlings tomorrow for our usual dry swimming lesson ^^ hur hur!!

mood : angry

Hur hur~ Mr. Lucas

2008-08-31T20:40:00.002+08:00

some photo of me and MR Lucas. handsome and adorable right? guess what? he will post for the camera ^^ but he was really spoiled. he would be happy if you can carry him by ur arm for 24hrs -_-" but he was real heavy lahs. Lucas, drop by my place more often ya? hugs!

mood : cheerful

movie!movie!movie!who wanna watch with me?

2008-08-30T14:50:00.002+08:00

* wall - E

* 12 louts

* money not enough 2

* a cartoon which i dunno the title -_-"

there are so many movie i wanna watch! hahas. can't wait can't wait! hur hur!! actually wanna change my phone to sony ericsson C902 de but M1 price went up liao lahs -_-" now was like so expensive liao lo. so might as well get the phone itself, more worth it ^^

Lucas, the handsome little boy was at my house now!! hur hur!! peng bring him over for mummy to look after yesterday ^^ can't wait to go back and hug hug him. he's very cute lor. shall update his photo later =D called home, Lucas was still sleeping! bOO!! i gonna take many many photo today!! lalala~

went to bed dame early yesterday!! think 9pm plus?

no wonder i put on some FATS today! after dinner, i start lying on bed chit chat with love and awhile later, i was found lying on the bed, hugging my 'xiao chou chou', being a da zhu zhu ^^ hees! love say that i sleep like a pig ("( *(oo)* )") didn't really sleep well this few days lahs and love house seem to be like my sleeping pill or was it my 'xiao chou chou' that make me faint till this morning? hees!

oh! ya! that was one more movie coming soon "make it happen" think it will be another nice movie like step up 2. another dance movie which i don't wanna miss!!

mood : excited

Starting all over again

2008-08-29T08:45:00.003+08:00

time for me to move on with life and start everything all over again ya? i wanna be Mr. Jarvis super girlfriend =D i want him to love me more every single day! love told me that he want to take many photo of us and, we are going to change all the photo on his room wall cause those photo was already too old like a year back? wahahaha! didn't blog for almost a week already. many thing happen on the past week! i nearly lost my dear dear due to my unendurable plus idiotic attitude and nonsense!
( baby, my love for you was always there, it had never went missing before and it never will )
knowing how much i had hurt you, i feel really bad but luckily, it was all past! we agreed to start all over gain like the photo on the wall =)

mood : happy

Life is GREAT to have you around!!

2008-08-28T11:36:00.004+08:00

guess what? there was a new staff who came to my clinic for training!! is it that they are getting her to replace me? hahas. don't wanna think so much. told love about it and he say i was thinking too much. hees. i guess that was true =D went to AMK HUB after work to meet my cuppies [ling ling & jojo] and jia jia for movie. poor jia jia, she was sick=( she look cute while having her medication. we watched the thai movie, 4bia. i would rate it 2/5 ?? why? cause it really scared me lahs. can you imagine me and ling ling was hiding ourself behind her jacket peeping at the movie, covering my ear almost the whole movie and yes, i did scream too -_-" !! hur hur!! tell you guy something? i heard jojo scream wor =p wahahahas! and that was a loud one ya? jojo thought no one heard it but i did ^_^ alright, i would rated it 4/5 as it was really a nice one. cuppies, next time can we don't go for scary movie again? i'm scared lahs. after movie, we headed home. jojo sended me back =)
where is darling ai? i miss you lahs. meet us soon!! muack.

life is great to have family, love and cuppies around!!

mood : enjoy

I don't wanna look back again!!

2008-08-27T03:23:00.002+08:00

decided to let go of the past and move on with my new life!!

new chapter, new me =D always happy smiling, never to tear again!

on 23rd, you removed the photo on your room wall during the quarreling.

i felt so sad! i cried like a baby. that very moment, i really don't know what to do,

my mind was totally blank! i tot it was the end of us.

it was my idiotic act that started all this!

saying that i prefer to be single than to be loved is such a stupid way of thinking

caused i believe, never will i be able to find someone like you again!

Jarvis, i'm sorry! i choose the wrong path and nearly lost you due to this.

i learn my lesson hard and promise that it will never happen again.

i appreciate for all you had done for me and now,

let me bring all the laughters and joys back to you again.

i love you!!

mood : sorry